It’s not just Emperor Ming, I am too. I have no idea why and what is going on in my head, but I just have that “cannot be arsed” feeling and nothing, nothing seems to take it away. I think it’s boredom setting in and it’s dragging me down a little. I can not settle into doing anything and as soon as I start something BANG! Bored again.
The heat is not helping either, and I think it is driving my boredom to the next level, hence not being able to settle. I am part way through about 15 books and can’t get myself to finish any of them. I picked up a hat I was knitting and put it down again. Thought to look at some of the courses I want to do and instantly closed the screen with a sigh. M suggested a few films to watch and I was very “whatever”.
This morning I did not want to get out of bed, not for any other reason than “the same shit, different day” theory. I was not wrong. Took the dogs for a walk in the forest, cooked liver and other things for them, pottered about the garden and some cleaning and watched a bit of TV.
I know I am having a moan and will forgive you all for rolling your eyes at me, but I am sure that my brain will have a soft restart and services will be back to normal. I hope it will be like Apples OS High Sierra’s update and I wake up with a new a more dynamic get up and go.